One Door Closes, Another Door Opens

Life's Good

This Time Won't You Save Me? Baby I Can Feel Myself Giving Up*

Most people don't realize it. But it happens to most of us. Sometimes, I think. When you see that person. Yeah, we probably know who that person is. We all have that kind of person. You heal, you get rid of their things, you close your heart and then you begin to forget. But when you see that person in public, in school, anywhere, it all comes back to you again, which makes it even harder for you. Then you talk to them, and you say your friends, and you being friends with the person, you talk to them, as if you are really friends, and you try to make it seem like every things fine. But you know its not. You know seeing that person kills you, talking to that persons just even worse. But you know how that person feels, and it still crushes you. But you know that know matter how hard you pray, or wish it it would change, it won't . So then you truly let go, from everything that happened, from everything that will happen.

Three steps forward, one giant step back.....

Why?

Why would this happen to me.

AGAIN

when I'm over you some little thing, some tiny little thing,

reminds me of you,

of memories.

Some little thing reminds me of you.

STUPID MEMORIES

Stupid love

stupid heartbreak

Stupid for remembering

Stupid for even having this

happen to me.

Can you get out of my head?

Just get out of my head

I wish today it will rain all day
maybe that will kinda make the pain go away
trying to forgive you for abandoning me
praying but I think I'm still an angel away
angel away, yeah strange in a way
maybe that is why I chase strangers away
they got their guns out aiming at me
but I become near when they aiming at me
me, me, me against them
me against enemies, me against friends
somehow they both seem to become one
A sea full of sharks and they all smell blood
they start coming and I start rising*

-Nicki Minaj

Let's Have A Toast*

And I always find, yeah, I always find somethin' wrong

You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way too long

I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most

So I think it's time for us to have a toast

Let's have a toast for the douchebags,

Let's have a toast for the assholes,

Let's have a toast for the scumbags,

Every one of them that I know

Let's have a toast to the jerkoffs

That'll never take work off

Baby, I got a plan

Run away fast as you can

Broken Strings

"Oh, it tears me up

I tried to hold on but it hurts too much

I tried to forgive but it's not enough

To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before?"

-James Morrison

"Theres really no such thing as what might have been. there's what happened and what will happen. You just have to realize that what might have been is imaginary, and it's this beautiful illusion of how it could have been if you had just don't this right or if he just liked you or if things had just lined up. But things don't line up, and boys don't like you and you mess up for a reason."- Taylor Swift