And I Won't Look Back...

It took some time but here it is. Whatever happened, happened. You moved on. So have I. I was waiting for you, but I found out just staying out in the cold will do nothing but get you sick. So I'm going inside, I don't know when I'll talk to you again

I don't know what life has in store for me. But I do know,

Being without has made me stronger. So when you said those heartbreaking words to me, I now realize just by leaving me you also left me to grow stronger throughout the process of everything. I don't know when I'll talk to you again, or see you again or even be with you again. But for me to move on I need to say only three things.

goodbye, and thank you.

I'm Breathing Again

This entire time all I needed was time. Time to realize, time to think, time to cry, time to regrett, time to lose hope, time to regain trust, time to breathe, time to heal, time to understand, time to listen, time to regain hope, and time to move on. And in that time, that is what I did.

I've moved on.

I'm no longer trying to fix something that needs to remain broken. I'm no longer blaming myself, no longer in denial , no longer feeling emptiness, no longer crying as often, I'm no longer caught up in you.

Cause When I Close My Eyes, I'm Somewhere With You

Like we did on the beach last summer

When the rain came down and we took cover

Down in your car, out by the pier

You laid me down, whispered in my ear

I hate my life, hold on to me

Ah, if you ever decide to leave

Then I'll go, I'll go, I'll go

-Keney Chesney♥

All I have left of you are just memories...

Emptiness

It really is remarkable how someone can just enter into your life

And then leave when things get rough.

It's really remarkable how that one person cane make you feel emptiness.

To feel emptiness

It's like having a constant rain cloud over your head

Just constantly bringing you down.

It's pretty remarkable that your doing this to me.

Even though you apologize

The emptiness, the pain is still in me

Its like i'm repeatedly being stabbed by you.

Why Don't You Stay?

"i'll be beggin you baby
beg you not to leave
but i'll be left here waiting
with my heart on my sleeve
oh for the next time we'll be here
seems like a million years"

-Sugarland

What Do You Want, What Do You Want From Me?

when he calls its like going back to the beginning

and when he doesn't we are thinking he's forgotten about everything

so then we try to move on

then they call or text and again

And then

we are in the beginning.

If This Was A Movie You'd Be Here By Now...

The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

Table For One...

"You abandoned me

Love don't live here anymore

Just a vacancy

Love don't live here anymore

When you lived inside of me

There was nothing I could conceieve

That you wouldn't do for me

Trouble seemed so far away

You changed that right away baby"

-Madonna

Every Little Thing Is Gunna Be Alright

Life moves on, even if were stuck in the past. We must keep on looking forward. Things will get better.